It’s been a really bus
y month. So tired and exhausted. I guess my stamina has gone really low. Besides, there were many deadlines to meet and it was hard to find time for recreation. But God is good. If we desire he does make it possible for us. So there were few moments when I really felt alive, motivated and happy for this life. One such moment was yesterday evening. I was in car with my colleagues moving along the heavy traffic of Gurgaon road while returning from work. Accumulated stillness and exhaustion of everyone hung thickly over us. It almost felt as if our car wasn’t part of the momentum outside. Home and rest must have been on everyone’s mind. In that moment of ‘waiting’ I just took out my notepad and began to scribble words that came out as I hummed some random tune. By the time we reached Lado Sarai, the place where I get down I had two stanzas and a chorus on my messy page. At night, after dinner I looked at it again and tweaked it a little and found a fitting tune too. This morning I woke up and sang the song to myself and it just made me so happy.
And there is one more thing that I am so excited about. I want to make exotic pickles and jams. I have got few recipes and will experiment with it on coming weekends. If anything good comes out of it, I will have a story to blog about. 
Here is the song I wrote yesterday:
Blow away Lord the thick dust of doubt
Wipe away Lord every hint of fear
Bring me face to face with your awesomeness
Looking deep – into your greatness
Holy one! I cling to your assurance
Holy one! Believing in your love…
I breathe your life in the deadness around
I speak freedom for every captive
Dancing with those who are happy and
Crying with those – who are broken
Holy one! I cling to your assurance
Holy one! Believing in your love…
